I hate this.....
I am having a really difficult evening.....
and I am alone
And those who I thought were some of the closest people in my life have all but gone silent.
Do you know how much that hurts?
NO!
I am beginning to wonder.....is it that everyone is so wrapped in being the center of the universe that the thought of asking someone "how are you?" has slipped your mind?
I am so terrified to actually reach out to these people.
Seriously, I thought you and I were friends.....
Clearly I was the stupid the one.....maybe I was just a speed bump to make YOUR life better.
And what sucks is that I have a test tomorrow....and a very long night ahead of me.
Thank you for the confirmation that I am nothing and teaching me where my place is in the world. But you know what I will play YOUR game...I AM THE CENTER OF MY UNIVERSE AND IF YOU HAVE A FOR CRAP DAY - DON'T EXPECT ME TO HELP YOU FEEL BETTER! Thanks for teaching me the ways of the world with you in it.
