Privacy - A Luxury

I cannot believe what a lack of privacy I get. It was supposed to be better after we moved to a larger space. But it seems to have gotten worse. I HATE this.

And stupid me put my computer screen so my back is to the door to my room but my screen is 100% visible. So now I have to research and find one of those privacy things to see if they can give my computer screen some privacy.

However, because I have researched those things I can tell you, they don't cover the straight behind you thing it only works to the side.

So this means I have to start closing my door and dealing with the pouty look my mother gives because I close the door.

Is there light at the end of this?????

Computer Desk - Check

I spent the day assembling my new computer desk. Such a joy.

I was mostly thrilled that I didn't end up with some sort of cut, nick, or bruise from it.

It has an official home in my room and everything.

I do find it odd that this is a sign of life getting back to normal. So very strange.

I also find myself so very sad. I think someone I care for very deeply is slipping out of my life. And it hurts to loose this person. A part of me wants to say, "Don't go, I will do anything just don't go." But I am afraid that the "do anything" means I will give up a part of me. And me being me is what makes me interesting.

I can't believe after two days of studying I still feel like I am so NOT getting it. But let's hope it's floating around in my brain somewhere.

I've got a monster "things to do" list for tomorrow and I hope I can make a dent in it. I will mean an early start to the day but that's fine. It's a holiday so I might be able to get many things done.

I owe everyone an email and please know that just because I don't send you a message, doesn't mean I am not thinking of you. Each one of you cross my mind every single day. Because I am so very grateful and thankful for all of you.

OK, well, time to catch up on some more TiVo shows.