I spent the day assembling my new computer desk. Such a joy.
I was mostly thrilled that I didn't end up with some sort of cut, nick, or bruise from it.
It has an official home in my room and everything.
I do find it odd that this is a sign of life getting back to normal. So very strange.
I also find myself so very sad. I think someone I care for very deeply is slipping out of my life. And it hurts to loose this person. A part of me wants to say, "Don't go, I will do anything just don't go." But I am afraid that the "do anything" means I will give up a part of me. And me being me is what makes me interesting.
I can't believe after two days of studying I still feel like I am so NOT getting it. But let's hope it's floating around in my brain somewhere.
I've got a monster "things to do" list for tomorrow and I hope I can make a dent in it. I will mean an early start to the day but that's fine. It's a holiday so I might be able to get many things done.
I owe everyone an email and please know that just because I don't send you a message, doesn't mean I am not thinking of you. Each one of you cross my mind every single day. Because I am so very grateful and thankful for all of you.
OK, well, time to catch up on some more TiVo shows.
