Technically as I write this it is the 16th of December which means it has been one month and a day since I lost my home.
I marked the one-month anniversary by pulling my grade back up to an A. I dropped to a B in the days/weeks after the fire.
And about 45 minutes ago......my tooth broke.
Ugh!
At least it isn't cold/hot sensitive, isn't throbbing in pain, but it is still a bit of a pain. I mean like I really want to attempt to find a dentist who can see me on an emergency at some point tomorrow. Oh joy!
Yes, I know I shouldn't have to FIND a dentist. But earlier this year I changed plans and never got a new dentist. So, yeah, you get the idea (and if you don't - oh well)
There has been lots of stuff going on in the "life after the fire" file. A blog is forthcoming as I've got a pretty crazy week ahead of me.
Those of you who have stepped up and actually communicated with me...there is no need for you to read on....
This is an open statement to those who call themselves "friends". You don't know how to be a friend. It's been a fucking month and outside of the "oh my god, I am so sorry" message I have heard absolutely NOTHING from you. And yet, I sent you emails as well as the link to this blog. So if you've been a blog luker and think you're covered. You aren't.
I do not want people like you in my life. I've given you chances and nothing. I am NOT doing all the work to maintain what is a pretty crappy friendship (on my side). You aren't fucking worth it.
As The Donald Would Say..."You're Fired!"
As the Survivors Say...."I'm sorry you've been voted off the island"
And as I would say...."BUH BYE!!!"
Seriously, I no longer want to hear from you. I am done putting in the effort when all you do is take and when I actually NEEDED your friendship you couldn't step up. How fucking pathetic!
It should be noted that those who have been in communication with me have been fantastic and know what "friendship" means.
I am excited that you are no longer in my life...seriously. And if you think you can use the "I didn't know what to say" excuse...it's too late.
SHITTY TOXIC SO CALLED FRIENDS BE GONE!!!!! I AM WAAAAAAAAAY TOO GOOD TO BE IN YOUR LIFE!
