A very sad night.
After searching and looking, my iPod has not turned up. Which means, it was lost in the fire.
I was POSITIVE that I had it and it was tucked away someplace.
But no such luck.
Earlier this evening, I just wanted to lie down and loose myself in my favorite songs. The songs that are the soundtrack to my life.
And like so many times in the last two weeks, I realize that I can't just go grab something I owned and use it.
It is situations just like this that frustrate me and ultimately make me sad.
I needed to hear those songs to transport my brain to different thoughts and it's not there.
I hadn't planned to cry myself to sleep tonight but I am frustrated and feel stupid that I didn't grab it. It must've been lying on the table or in the charger.
